soon it will be 8 years since I've seen or talked to you. 8 years is a long time son. I miss you. I love you Kevin, and I miss you even more. til we meet again......LOVE ENDURES FOREVER
4 years today....my son left....my heart broke....my world, as it was, ended....4 years trying to rebuild....return to living....remain existing....unwilling....unable....the darkness lifts on occasion....the pain in its consistency, is felt....then hidden away....sure in the knowing....it will return....not knowing when....on occasion....I smile....
Dearest Kevin,
Missing you more and more with each day that passes. My heart hurts with missing you. There are times when I feel you so close, yet other times I can't feel you at all. I told your brother the other day, "this isn't fair"...and he agrees. You are loved and missed beyond words my son. I look forward to the day I will see you again...what a glorious reunion that will be. Until we meet again.......LOVE ENDURES FOREVER.
Love,
Mom
This was the 3rd Christmas without you. It seems to get more difficult each year.
Jeff and I looked at pictures from Christmas's past. Remember when you asked me "Mom, why are we only wearing our underwear on Christmas morning"...I answered, "It's because you wake us up at 4am to open presents" :-) Jeff and I shared a laugh as we talked about those Christmas's of the past. I miss you Kevin more and more each day. I will love you forever...
LOVE ENDURES FOREVER!!!!
Poem written by Kevin F Baker
Come live with me and be my love
I'll give you the stuff dreams are made of
Every second I'll be at your call
I'll always be there to break your fall
Your beauty overwhelms, your eyes so bright
You truly are a majestic sight
I offer you my love, heart and more
Romantic evenings on the shore
I'll treat you like a queen, and worship your ground
Feed you chocolates, play you sweet sounds
I'll be your knight, always be daunting
Respect all your wishes, never be wanting
I'll cook and clean, wash and scrub
Every night I"ll draw your tub
Every morning, breakfast in bed
When's the day we're going to wed
Come live with me and be my bride
My love for you could turn the tide
For you, my love, I'll lay it all on the line
Now I ask, "Will you be mine?"
This passion in my heart, I just can't shake
Please be my love, my lonely heart aches
I'll wait on you all night and day
Everything will be your way
I'll caress your body and love your heart
A little family we can start
My love for you can clearly be seen
Be my love, and come live with me
